Remembering...

My memory is really quite poor and it shows when it comes to you. You're like the obstacle in my day which just mocks my poor little mind. When it gets close to that time I watch the clock as though I was a shark stalking a poor little fishy. Yet somehow I seem to always miss the dead line and mess up...which annoys me intensly!

You are my Everest and god damn it...I. Will. Conquer. You.

It's the small things...

In life people often feel pressured to have the latest designer clothes, shoes, handbags, nice expensive cars and just general superficial luxuries that- lets face it- only very few people have. I go on the philosophy that it's the small things in life. Whether it's a freebee you get (like the Barry M lipgloss I got from purchasing a can of impulse...I love it! It tastes like starbursts ;D) or even something as simple as the love an adoration of your friends. I am not in anyway suggesting my friends are "small things" but they come freely and my gosh do I love them (lots more than my Barry M lipgloss :o). My friends are wonderfuly free spirits, they're like birds flying around to whatever patch of bright blue sky takes their fancy, always together chirping happily away.

I admire them.
I aspire to be like them.
I love them.

I could never hate you...

You make the stars shine too brightly for me to ever hate you.
You make the sea travel too freely for me to ever hate you.

You make the birds sing too loudly for me to ever hate you.

You make me too happy for me to ever hate you.

A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell...

This lyric is extracted from the song "Happy Ending" by Mika. I wouldn't say that I was a fan of Mika but this song stands out among the others. Each lyric buried within the song has so much truth and meaning behind it. I chose this lyric in particular because it just sumarises the entirity of life. With happiness comes sadness- whether it's your own or someone elses. With justice comes injustice. With purity comes inpurity.

"Can't get no love without sacrifice"
Yet another immense lyric hidden within the song! Although, it's quite depressing to think that you cannot be graced with the emotion of love before having to go through painful and sorrowful events beforehand.
It's as though love is our mercy.

Love doesn't die...

Love comes in different shapes and sizes; it varies from person to person. You can love people in many ways, but you can love one person- the one and only person- in a personal, intimate, special way. You cannot help who you fall for, just as long as you're happy it really doesn't matter. Happiness is the key and without it you just cannot survive.
Sometimes different kinds of love can become confused and intertwined with one another. You may believe you're with the one yet you are still questioning your true emotions and motives. With questions come answers. Be patient as these answers may take a while to unearth themselves from the pits of your mind. Even though these answers lead to a love becoming stationary you must remember that love doesnt die, others just develop.
"The heart wants what the heart wants, you should follow it."

Have a cuppa...

A silly british stereotype is that during any and every crisis us brits think it best to enjoy a warming cup of tea. I mean don't get me wrong, I enjoy a a nice strong cup of tea as much as the queen does; but can it really lighten and refresh a disasterous situation? In a strange way...I think it can. By offering someone a cup of tea you are offering them something to replenish their thirst and distract them from a distressing situation. You are recieving a gift which aims to savour and detract your emotions from the situation before you. Further more a cup of tea offers warmth and can be made to your own unique taste.

Anger...

Anger is not really an emotion that many people would associate me with. However, this is a slight misconception. That beast, in which we refer to as anger, shadows over me quite often.

I'm not suggesting that I'm fake...but there is certainly a facade which I have grown used to. People don't need to grow accustomed to my anger when they have their own emotions they need to be focusing on.

I only hope that people do actually start taking their own feelings into account and take care of themselves.